To be honest, I still get upset when let down by others. I don’t know when I started expecting anything from anyone. I used to go my own way. Used to be smarter than I have been the past 5 years. I think it had something to do with getting married. I started to expect things from my husband and then it rolled into something bigger and I was expecting everything from everyone. What a hard thing in life. Being constantly disappointed because I never just got up and did something myself or for myself.. Always counting on others to take care of me and do what I needed. Ew. Just ew. My past behavior is so lazy and selfish. No more of that. I need to lower all of my expectations if I plan to be happy at all. I don’t deserve the heartache I put myself through.
